Winter Drive

I don’t really like mornings, or driving. But a shivering cold school run managed to freeze the sleep from my mind and bring my eyes into a golden world, albeit one half hidden by the bony structures of the hedges.

The route took me down the A34 in south Oxfordshire, traffic thick and soupy as ever at that time in the morning. Yet either side of the road the fields were spread out in the dawn. Ice lit thousands of minute flames across grass, ploughed earth and trees. The sun cut every edge sharp, and it was so clear there seemed no edge to the world. It swept by, bright and fresh to my left and right, far from the queues of lights and fumes.

Away from the trunk road, the horizons came closer as mist crept over the landscape, but the nearby details became clearer. Tree trunks showed every crack and wrinkle of their years of growing. Crows spilled light from their backs, but their bellies were deeper black than on any duller day. It felt like winter was making me an immense promise, once I was out of the car.

At drop off I saw the first snowdrops of the year – still buds, but the white of their petals visible among the grey-green of their leaves. Frost still clamped the grass around them hard in its fist, but they were coming awake, as I was.

Traffic was much worse on the return. I sat in a line of smoking cars while minute after minute dropped out of the day. For once there was something to do other than wait and mutter, and I gazed at how the ice crystals ran along every contour of an oak’s bare branch, how they gilded and knotted the stems of grass crowding the foot of a gate, how they bit into the soil. Higher in the trees, old birds’ nests were clumps of dark against the sky. The birds themselves flickered, as though jump-cut into the frozen world, then out again. The mist had thickened and it dressed the view in a delicate cloth, fine, light and shimmering.

Back out into the cold air, there was a hint of birdsong somewhere out among the houses around me. I took another minute from the day to feel the cold bite my cheeks before work called.

Looking Back at Winter

Red kites are the constant thread in my lockdown nature notes. They’re present almost every day. I saw one today, its detail sharp in the early evening sun. In that winter lockdown the grey skies blurred them into shapes recognisable mainly by their shape against the clouds.

12/1/2021 – Red kite in the sky over the street
14/1/2021 – Red kites over the A34

As spring came closer they would appear in clearer skies, with the sun touching the burnt colours of their feathers.

11/3/2021 – Red kites again. Blue sky at times, and rain

Going through the diary, I’m surprised by how little extra detail I’d give them. I remember first seeing them above the M40 passing through the Chilterns, and gradually they’ve spread right over the city and beyond. They still have their magic, a casual serenity in the sky. Sometimes they’re alone, at others they gather in aerobatic crowds.

Their calls, eerie, high cries, register on my mind as the edge of a serrated blade – but strangely comforting, as though they’re a sign that one or two things in the world are still in their right places.

Somehow I don’t think I recorded it, but I remember one of those interminable days that didn’t have a name, grey, and everyone shut in, and sitting at the glass table by the window with my laptop. A bird appeared just by my hand, and yet clearly high above – a reflection. I watched the mirror bird loop around that inverted world, around the closure of the screen and the glass, and finally vanish over the table’s edge.

I glanced up, and saw the bird in this world angle its wings and spiral away.

22/3/2021 – Red kites Red kites Red kites

29/3/2021 – Red kites low like waiting for the sun to set

Looking Back at Winter

Continuing through my winter lockdown nature diary.

After the first two entries, there’s a sketch of a poem that takes up a whole page of my notebook. I remember how it came a bit at a time, as though writing about people was hard in that grey weather. But then my next entry is its own poem. A found one perhaps, just observation, but the way it fell on the page seems satisfying, as though I’d poured paint with an idea in my head.

9/1/2021

Robins singing on my bike ride Blue tits Blackbird chip-chip
as darkness was falling on the far side of the river
Misty, grey darkness
Goose drifting on the Thames
Robin starting out in front of the bike, diving into leaves
Red kite in a bare tree by the A34 White patch bright on its chest dusty brown
Steel water Black shapes and shadows
Water on Port Meadow as night comes down

To me this sets off resonances, different threads that I can follow through the rest of the diary. Next time let’s follow a red thread, a string that leads to a kite.

To the Bank

“Inaccessible” is far too strong. “Awkward to get to” is more like it. It’s a quirk of the map to show so many lines of communication around a place, and yet no route to it. The sky overhead mirrors the lines on the map page – jet-trails intersect far away, overhead. From the hilltop, trucks are visible through the trees, a train’s sound interrupts the birds and the penstrokes of bales stretch between pylons not far from the hill crest. In the valley, the Trent bends away between fields and town.

Bury Bank rises above the junction of the A34 and A51 in Staffordshire. These roads have been important since at least Saxon times – one going north, the other to Wales.

Local legend has it that King Wulfhere of Mercia established his base here (see Bank and Lowe). That association may be doubtful, but proximity to road and river is likely to have contributed to the attraction of the site to the Iron Age people who built Bury Bank. Just  as the Mercians may have been drawn to places made resonant by long use, so the Iron Age builders may have seen the presence of a Bronze Age burial mound, now known as Saxon’s Lowe, just to the north of the Bank, as an ancestral confirmation of the value of the place.

Another attraction would have been the prominence of the location. The hillside rises, steep and brackened, immediately from the roadside. To approach the hill fort we crossed the A34 between HGVs and the Trent via the fringe of a crowded roundabout. The hill remained a huge bulk, greens and greys. The slope of the A51 was steeper than it looked, and then we had to pick our moment to dodge across and the vault the stile onto the path. Now we could see the hill’s long back.

Our visit was preceded by much poring over maps spread across the table, recourse to the internet, and speculation about parking spots. No signposted paths go there, as though a silence of official sources had to compensate for the traffic noise.

This is not some thumb-smidge of a fort, not a domestic settlement with cattle-proof ditches and banks, and room for two or three families, like many hill “forts” I’ve explored. It may not be quite the size of Maiden Castle in Dorset, but  it’s a hundred metres across and two hundred long. There’s a rampart round an inner circuit and another a few metres down, after which the hillside falls away into pine plantation.

On three sides it’s steep enough to defeat most attackers (and modern visitors). On the fourth, the route we took, the official path takes one look at the hill top, then turns away, past Saxon’s Lowe and towards Tittensor and Trentham.

We had to slip along the field edge and under the wire fence, where the bark of beech trees shone like paper that’s been touched again and again. Bracken’s thin stems crumpled into the moss. We skirted the bluebell leaves – green points not yet overspread by the flowers’ haze.

We came in where the ramparts are best preserved – the ground peaks as you approach, then falls sharply a little way. There’s a shallow scoop, and then another sharp slope. The top of the ridge is wide enough to walk along, giving a view across the inner enclosure. This too rises, like an upturned bowl, criss-crossed by mossy trails – deer tracks, or dog walkers’ routes, unrecorded by any map.

The pine plantation does not encroach on the fort itself, but mature broad-leaved trees stand singly. Their branches were all in bud, spring sealed up. One had fallen, exposing the knotting of its roots and wrenching a great hole in the topsoil.

In the centre of the inner ring are two raised points, possible burial mounds. Looking, north, the curvature of Saxon’s Lowe is visible despite the trees. If these higher points were a focus of whatever happened inside the earth ramparts, the fact that they were always in sight of the older monument would have been important. This is a reverse of the current situation, in which the sound of traffic is ever present, in the centre of the fort, but the structure is screened from the outside world by trees and apparent pathlessness.

Although the place was deserted by people, the birds crowded it.  Great tits, blackbirds, chiffchaffs, wrens and chaffinches were all in voice in the pine plantation. The traffic’s sound was identical in all directions, but the bird gave a different texture to each side.

It surely wouldn’t have been the same when the ramparts were treeless, and the views east, south and west were clear to the next high ground. The view from those hills back to Bury Bank would also have been clear, and all comers would have known that the place was already held. Perhaps the soundscape would have included skylarks, as we heard when we walked down into the valley to the north – birds that claim their territory with a similar clear declaration, this time in sound, over the surrounding space.

This wasn’t our space, even though we were the only things moving against the white sky between the trees. We started to pick our way across towards the fence and the thread-like path that skirted the field below.

I found my eyes being drawn down to the slightly sticky mud of the tracks. It was scattered with pebbles – my imagination kept wanting to pick one out as an artefact from the time the fort was dug out. None turned out to be, but with a little blurring of vision the stones’ pale colours could stand in for all the debris left behind by Bury Bank’s first inhabitants. All those human things could still be somewhere under the surface – and will still be there long after the traces of our visit have been rained away.